Daniel shifts in his seat and opens his eyes as the porter shakes his shoulder, snapping his head to the side, startled and suddenly aware. “Y'all gone have tuh get offa the train, suh. Yo ticket is only tuh Miama and we done got theah.”
The train. The turbines spinning underneath as the train floats on a perfect cushion of magnetism, light shining from its eyes in the night, showing the bridge beneath and the dark sky above. The fixed metal glare of the Puma's face on the front of the locomotive staring ahead, its gaze as impenetrable as the sphinx. I can sense it even though I'm alone in the dark berth. I can see it. The train's face.
Shifting his weight from foot to foot,
nervous and fidgety, the old black man shakes Daniel's shoulder
again, jostling him a little more aggressively and constantly aware
that he is treading on delicate waters touching a white man. “Suh?
Suh?”
“Yes!”
The porter steps back, wide eyed,
watching the man with the strange accent. “Yah, the train has
stopped, hasn't it? Yah.” He shakes his head again, his neck
snapping back and forth as he realizes the porter is staring at him.
“And where am I again?”
“Miama, suh. Miama, Florida, suh.”
“Suh! Suh, ya done dropped this there
on the train!” Even in agitation the porter's words are drawn out
and full of extra sylables as he trots across the platform holding
out a sheath of papers, gesturing towards Daniel as he goes. “Massa
Christiansen is it, suh? Hope y'all don't mind me lookin' through
this book 'a your's, suh. Them's some interestin' pitchers in there.
Yes, suh, they is.”
“Yah. Yah, interesting.” He absent
mindedly takes the sketchbook form the porter, gently placing it into
his coat pocket as he shifts the duffel bag to the ground.
“Suh, what 'a them pictchers of,
suh?”
The tower of Castle Kronborg is casting
a long shadow today and Daniel stands on the very tippy top point of
that shadow, beaming proudly. He can almost imagine that he is
standing on the tip top point of the real tower, standing in the
clouds, peaking into the heavens like a man in one of the aeroplanes
his mum showed him in a magazine. A big papery thing with wings that
looked like boards and a spinny propeller that looked like a
pinwheel, he could barely believe that it left the ground. Surely,
even the adults must know that only something with feathers like a
bird could fly. And to carry a person, surely it'd have to have more
than just two wings. One day Daniel would show them and build his own
aeroplane, but proper, with feathers and everything.
“Damn castle's an eyesore if you ask
me.” Even though most people have such a hard time understanding
Grandpa Lars' accent, Daniel doesn't have a problem at all. They
spend so much time together these days that it's like he's learned
two versions of Danish to go with the English his mother is patiently
teaching him in the evenings.
“That damn Shakespeare made a joke of
the whole thing, and if he hadn't I bet we could've torn the damn
thing down by now. Would make a great park down there 'steada that
crazy castle.”
“Pa Lars, though,” He stands tall
on the tip of the towers shadow and stretches his arms out like
wings, “I like the tower. And besides, mum says that we shouldn't
read Shakespeare because it's . . . what's the word she uses?
Secular.”
“Yeah, and your mum thinks all kind
of things too, but I'm old and can't nobody take that away from
me.”
Daniel jumps from where he's standing and spreads his arms out as far as he can, waving them as if he'd just jumped from the top of the tower and is gliding down. “Pa Lars, thank you for bringing me here again!” He wraps his arms around his grandpa's legs and laughs, his eight year old voice high pitched and even more childlike than one would expect. “I love you, Pa Lars.”
Daniel jumps from where he's standing and spreads his arms out as far as he can, waving them as if he'd just jumped from the top of the tower and is gliding down. “Pa Lars, thank you for bringing me here again!” He wraps his arms around his grandpa's legs and laughs, his eight year old voice high pitched and even more childlike than one would expect. “I love you, Pa Lars.”
“Yeah, I guess you're not such a bad
kid,” He pats him awkwardly on the head before pushing him away.
“Now get off me, alright?”
The compass glides around the paper in
a steady arc, pivoting on its center and drawing a perfect circle.
There's something about the simplicity of a compass, the simplicity
of the circle, that's always appealed to Daniel. The circle of life
and the circle of the universe. Surely, if there were a shape to give
to God, it would be a circle.
“Danny boy, why are ya drawin'
circles again then, eh? I know the period is free exercise, but it's
always circles and globes with you, innit?”
“Yah sir, I just am like them. There
is something about the maps of the world, do you know?”
“Aye. I suppose I do. And a talent you've got for them too. If you're going to work on maps all the time though, why don't ya work on more o' them nice ones like you've made for the school, then? 'Steada these crazy things you're doing now?”
“Aye. I suppose I do. And a talent you've got for them too. If you're going to work on maps all the time though, why don't ya work on more o' them nice ones like you've made for the school, then? 'Steada these crazy things you're doing now?”
He looks up form the circle where he's
already begun sketching a continent. Savoring the feel of the
graphite scraping against the paper, he looks up without stopping,
even while he begins to speak. Old Samson's eyes narrow at that,
curiously. “They are not being crazy though, sir. They are as I see
in my mind. They are as of other earths.” Even at 24 Daniel's voice
is a little higher than that of his peers and he's conscious of it.
“Aye, there ya are again with that
business then. Lord Danny, what's to become of you? I know you're
here for the suffrage of Dr. Mathiasen, and I know it's the point of
the school and all, but you're a grown man.”
“We are friends, sir, Sorn and I. He helped me to come here, to America. I am grateful.”
“We are friends, sir, Sorn and I. He helped me to come here, to America. I am grateful.”
When Dr. Sorn Mathiasen had written to
him of a new college he was directing in Pennsylvania Daniel has
jumped at the opportunity to come here, to go anywhere in America.
Afterall, Dr. Sorn had been kind to him when after he'd enrolled at
the People's College in Helsinger, encouraging his eccentricities
rather than chastising them. He had encouraged Daniel to keep up with
his maps and with his sketching, even though they bore little
relevance to the blacksmithing he did for a living. When the
opportunity came and with his family thin on the ground here after
the Great War it had been hard to say no. With nothing holding him
back he'd had no second thoughts of boarding the giant ship Olympic
and sailing to America even if it did mean being jammed into a hold
with a thousand Irish families along the way. It would be worth it,
he knew.
“I know, I know, I've heard the
stories, from you and him. There's something he sees in you, I
suppose. Can't say I see it though.” Samson shakes his head and
walks away, turning mid step as he reaches the next table, “I will
say though, boy, that map you made of the globe that we framed there
is something else, so there is that. Don't take my old words to
heart, eh?”
“Yes, sir.”
The colors here are all wrong, colors
he's seen before, but never in this assortment. The plants, strange,
the sky a dull purple. In the distance he can see a building like
none he's even seen, in Europe or in America. It's so hard to look at
the terrain though, when the creature is staring at him with such
palpable force of will.
Its center head, that which bears the
face of man, stares down at him form on high, the other three heads
aloof and angled away, the lion in particular paying him only a
sideways glance as the human face speaks in the echoing voice that
they all have, “There is much we have in mind for you, Ezekial.
Much you have not yet begun to imagine.”
The voice speaks in Danish but it is an
accent unlike any he's ever heard. “Why do you keep calling me
Ezekial?” He tries to shout at the creature, but it comes out as a
whisper, calm and collected as a student addressing a teacher.
“Do not ask questions of us, human.”
The face of man shifts it's gaze upward
and that of the lion speaks to him, the creatures four wings moving
gently in the soft wind as it floats above him. “You are not ready
and we will return when you are.”
The bird face looks down with a jerk
and widens its eyes in anger, its glance piercing Daniel like a
dagger and the creature is gone, floating up with a gentle movement
of its wings, floating up to the great rotating sphere from which it
came. The concentric circles of the ship spin faster as the creature
moves back within it and it is gone in a flash, as is the world in
which he stands, strange colors and all.
He is back in the break room at the
factory and he is breathing heavily. Other workers try not to stare
as he heaves and gasps for breath. The year is 1933 and this is the
first time he has seen the angels, but it will not be the last.
“Suh?”
He is back at the train station in
Miami now, breathing heavily and shaking. “Yah, yah, that is mine.”
He mumbles, dropping the sketchbook form his quivering hand, his
fingers moving like one with palsy as he bends over to pick it up.
“Lemme do that fo' ya, suh. I's got
it.”
The porter picks it up and puts it in
his hand again and before he can begin to register what more the man
has to say, Daniel has turned and moved off, bumping into a standing
suitcase as he does, stumbling and moving towards the large double
doors leading to the rest of the station. “Yah, yah, thank you. It
is mine.”
As he steps through the doors a smiling
woman hands him a paper cup full of orange juice, forcing it into his
shaking hand and babbling to him in words he barely takes in. He
takes it and leans against the wall, draining it at a gulp as if it
were water and feeling the slight burn of the acidity as it goes down
his dry throat.
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